it’s beginning to hurt, but i can’t put my finger on why, or how.

maybe that’s why people don’t like to look back, or take a step backwards. it’s easier to forget and move on.

it’s typical of me to be so contradicting. i’ve always thought i wouldn’t behave like this.

ack.

*don’t start asking me about flight dates and timings. i can only say i’ll be leaving maybe a week before cny. i’ll try and sms before i board the plane or something. i don’t like crying in front of others. i don’t like saying goodbyes. thank you.