everytime i put in extra efforts academically, something happens.case #1: last tuesday, i forced myself out of bed for a morning lecture. missed the 8.13am bus, didn’t want to be half an hour late and took a cab (damn expensive fares) to school. on the cab i remembered the lesson wasn’t at 9am, but at 11am.

case #2: last tuesday (again), i stayed up through the night in an attempt to complete the tutorial assignments which had to be submitted on wednesday. at 6am i gave up cos my body was giving warning signals. too late. anyway, class was cancelled cos of the bloody hailstorm.

case #3: today. i threatened myself to go to school for lectures or else, missed the 8.13am bus again, took the next bus and scurried across campus hurriedly. along the way i met the postgrad classmates who told me there’s no lecture for postgrads today after all. and they whisked me off to have coffee instead.

next time round, i think i can tell myself to take things easy.

just kidding, or the seah-yiyi will cyber-slaughter me.

but it was good having coffee. a cup of latte in the freaking cold morning. my first cup of coffee in a month.