back in the world

i am #45318648.

or at least, for the time being lah. see how it goes for the next few weeks (months). friendster is a really good way to satisfy the voyeurist instincts in me but i’m kind of bored with it already, sheesh.

looking at the friendster profiles of some long-lost friends, i kinda miss them a lot. a lot.

but i’m the kind of person who feels paiseh about contacting people again after a long period of time. what if they don’t reply my messages? what if we meet up and we have nothing to say to each other? what if we’ve changed so much we can’t get along anymore?

too many what-ifs in life.

just last night, the first message that came in after midnight was from a long-lost friend, who was last seen at my birthday two years ago. she was so “lost” that i didn’t tell her i was leaving for aust because of all those what-ifs i had asked myself. but it’s good that we’ve set a dinner date already cos i really wanna find out how she has been doing these days.

another friend found, yay!