there are times i feel like stabbing myself cos i am so hopelessly confused most of the time. i thought i have improved slightly over the past two years since i’ve seemingly screwed up on fewer occasions. that is, until i broke the records again.

a month ago i started straightening out my deadlines and made a mental note to start on my pre-term-break assignments early cos there were a lot of readings for them. somewhere along the way i got mixed up by the course codes and my memory turned fuzzy. then, two weeks ago, the logistics lecturer started telling us about  what he expected from our logistics essay. so for the past two weeks i thought the essay on logistics was to be submitted this thursday.

being the confused person i am i couldn’t remember whether the logistics paper was to be submitted on wednesday or thursday so i decided to check the course outline again. this happened around noon on tuesday.

freaking hell, the logistics paper is actually due in may! so i panicked and checked everything again. turned out that i had mixed up the logistics paper with the corporate governance paper. needless to say, i hadn’t started on the corporate governance paper at all.

two papers in 24 hours. i don’t know whether to applaud myself for my efficiency, to hope for the best grades i can get out of this or to just end my tragic life before it gets worse.