this is the first time i’m considering giving up on my assignment. i just can’t handle so many things at this time, i can’t. i thought nothing will ever bring me down cos i’m supposed to be tough and rational and all that crap, but i’m not so sure now.

i’m tired from trying, tired from juggling so many things, tired from thinking, tired from being me.

it’s been a long time since i was genuinely happy without major worries and troubles.